fobfanalltheway

i just got a twitter acount so please add me. im very lonley with no followers. im known as fobfanalltheway. no surprise there, huh. and let me know if you have an acount cuz i'll want to add you.

well yesterday i got my ears pierced. yay! but the down part is they hurt a lot. my dad also said that i might be able to get a second piercing within a month or two. i hope it happens. i want to get snake bites so bad but i heard they hurt even more. so i guess you can say im a wimp.

Give blood to my brain, again and again. That's all I ask for, just a simple blood flow. And yet everyone wants things to go to their heart. Sure its a start. But ask yourself, is it true art? Keep your thoughts moving, don't let them stop. It's like blood yet it still has its significance. Give blood to my brain, I need to be tamed.Whats come over me? I am rushed through this stimulation. I feel cold and dry, I need that life like feeling. I want myself again. Blood doesn't necessarily mean life or death. To me it means I am me. Give me blood to my brain.

Burning up into flames, making it all a simple blame. Hurting all your friends with words that you know will never be heard unless you let it out and scream it loud over all the doubts in your mind. Don't let thoughts waste the time that is going by as it soars and flies like a bird. If your heart is in the right place you will know what it takes to make everything brake into many pieces and your beat increases and it hurts so bad, you cant breathe. Your thoughts get harder and harder to feed.What else to we need? is this how to succeed? It depends on how you look at things, when all your screams turn into songs and everyone wants to go along. No one knows if they belong but it cringes when it deepens so all that counts is hard listening. Are you listening? Do you know when this will end?As things continue on and on you think about the pros and cons.It starts to dawn on you. Is this the clue?Who knew? Your mind is not due until its up to you. Reach out and cry out, don't move away. As long as you stay, your heart will be heartfelt and your love will be love dealt.

hey guys,

i have a really good idea.
my idea is based on a true story. me and my friend would not tell each other what we were wearing for halloween one year.( this was about 3 years ago) and we kept asking eachothers other friends what they were gonna be, and we ended up getting a secret that wasnt suposed to be told mixed around and aparently my friend found out a secret that had to do with the costume and she thought it was somethig different. so on halloween we found out we both had the same costume and we fixed the whole secret thing up.

so basicly the band goes out to get costumes.
and well when they come back everyone is so excited about their costume.
so through out all of the days until halloween eveyone is so anxious to see everyone elses costume that it starts to get a little nasty. everyone just goes crazy and trying to sneak into their things to see what they have for a costume. and they end up finding a whole lot of weird stuff in other peoples things. then everyone starts acting really weird around everyone else.

so on halloween all of the band members lose their minds. and when they see the other costumes they find out that everyone has the same exact costume. so they look back at it and see how funny it is. then they get things strait about what they found when they were going through others things.
and at the end Hey Monday comes in with the same exact costume as well and all the band members get really freaked out.

i hope you guys like my idea.
love ya:)

this is a song i wrote in study hall yesterday. it is not done but please do tell me what u think.



what does life mean?
no one knows, or so it seems.
lines cross our ways and minds cross our days.
my heart beats faster yet i am calm.
what do i feel? is it stratagy?

heart to heart
where do i start?
i am crossing situations,
avoiding humiliation.
you are as cold as can be,
still u are blind and cannot see.
is this me?

walk through your words.
see what went wrong.
look carefully and find your calling.
how do u feel now?
are my words good and loud?
listen to my questions, they may point u in the right direction.

heart to heart
where do i start?
i am crossing situations,
avoiding humiliation.
u are as cold as can be,
still u are blind and cannot see.

soul to soul.
can i reach this goal?
i am crossing situations,
avoiding humiliation.

can u hold me tight?
so i can reach the light?
i need to explore.
i do not need to ignore.
its not hard to see your dreams.
as long as u live it out loud.
notice the simple things that couldnt be noticed.
and u will find that u can survive.

heart to heart.
where do i start?
i am crossing situations.
avoiding humiliation.

i was just on the mayday parade live chat and they actually answered one of my questions. that officially made my day. i asked who their celeb crush was and alex and derek both said kiera knightly( i hope that is how u spell her name). i almost peed my pants. did anyone else go on the chat? 

i just found out that u can actually talk to pete and patrick from Fall out Boy. i got so excited about this when i heard. on tuesday at 11am  go to www.zzone.z100.com/falloutboy.  they will be logged on and actually chat to u. but the down side is, is that it is on a school day. and u will be in school at the time. this totally sux. i almost cried when i saw it cuz i wont be able to talk to them. well, for more info go to www.falloutboyrock.com. it explains everything.

p.s. to those of u that will be able to talk to them, then u r my new idols.

what u see is what u get so dont u fret cuz u will regret. time goes by but from the lips comes the lies. so ur hoping to choose wise. ur heart chooses the path so u can do the math. calm urself down before u get too loud, pretend ur on a cloud and drift away from the crowd. ur choises r ur poisons and ur voices r ur reasons.

well 2morrow i start my first day of school. and since i have been gone 4 a week i got 2 walk around see all my classes. its kinda wierd that im going 2 a school only 4 ninth graders. i mean, yeah its a big school but y cant they just put it w/ the other high school? do they have 2 do that?

do u ever have that feeling like u dont realli care bout ur first day of school?
like u just want it 2 b over w/ already?
well thats kinda how im feeling rite now. all we r doing 2morrow is going 2 a stupid assembly all day.  

i realli like this weeks quote cuz i think it gives a good message.


"time goes by fast but if u enjoy it, it could last."

i hope u like this 1 and i also hope u kno wat it meanz.


"anger iz ur worst fear when ur heart iznt readi 2  cheer"

when im playing w/ my car, he just luvz 2 mess w/ my hair. he messes w/ my hair so much that he sumtimez getz cought in it. it funny sumtimez but it also hurtz. so yesterday we were playing and hiz claw got cought on my eyelid and he started pulling on it. it hurt so bad. i had 2 help him get it off. but now i hav a small hole in my eyelid. 

ok i hope u like this weekz quote:)


"ur mind iz a game that u r anxious 2 tame"

oh my god. i just foud out that pete will b on mtv'z made on sunday. 3pm iz when iz on. i so can not believe it. i am totally watching it. i never in a million yearz wood hav guessed that this waz hiz next step. i wish it waz here now. 4 a second i thought i read rong when i heard bout it. but no, it iz so true.

ok, i had an idea bout putting up sum of my own quotez every week. cuz i hav so many on my shout out i had a few left over. let me kno wat u think of the idea and the quote.


my quote: "sinful hearts r hopeless starts"

i am so sad rite now. this morning we had 2 put my cat 2 sleep. she waz very sick and i waz so depressed. i didnt kno it waz coming. then a couple of hourz later we went 2 the hummane society 2 get another cat. hiz name iz milo and iz onli 3 monthz old. iz very adorable but i miss my other cat.i hav had her since i waz 4. miss her so much but luv the new cat, i feel like i am replacing her.wat should i do?